"Now I'm glad, not that you were upset, but that you were jarred into turning things around. Distress that drives us to God turns us around, it gets us back in the way of salvation. We never regret that kind of pain. But those who let distress drive them away from God are full of regrets, and end up on a deathbed of regrets." (2Corinthians 7: 9-10 The Message)
Some mornings I wake with a praise song playing in my mind. But, yesterday was different. I woke knowing that God and I were having a conversation. Yes, I guess I was praying in my sleep, or was I AWAKE? Whatever the case we were deep in discussion. When I became aware that I was indeed conversing with The Lord, I asked Him a question about a concern that I have had for sometime. Immediately I heard Him say, "I already have that in motion. You only need to co-operate with me." Wow, did He ever get my attention!! I thought I was co-operating! But, The Father quickly let me know that I really wasn't Trusting Him Completely! Thanks for the Wake Up Call, Lord!!
Later, as I was working on my homework for My Sunday Night Bible Study Class, Downpour, The Lord convicted me that not only was I not co-operating with Him, I was not fully Trusting in Him, and that was a sin. That's when I realized that I had been guilty of the same thing that Abraham's wife, Sarah had been guilty of.
God made me a promise, but I didn't trust Him enough to wait on Him. When I do this, I am saying, " Lord, You are not enough, You have not met my needs. You are taking too long, I can't trust You to do it!! I'm like a small child, I want it my way, I want it now.
Lord, please forgive me!! I am so sorry!! How can I thank you for showing me the error of my ways? Father, help me to TRUST YOU COMPLETELY. Help me to wait patiently for Your timing is perfect! Lord, I believe, help Thou my unbelief!! Bend my will to yours!!













